Every morning the first thing i do when i'm awake is to remind myself you are not my boyfriend anymore, no more. & the thought of you just kills every other things. Tell me what exactly am I doing? Give a reason to all that have happened.

So many so many plans with you left undone.. ): Fishing, Bintam trip, Cafe del mar, Picnic, Kite flying, Dining at some holland v resturant, Martinis night @ novus...

I need a holiday! Thailand, anyone? (: