Many popped me a question like, 'why did you changed your url?'

I asked myself that too.

Seriously, I dont know the reason why too. /:

Is it that I'm running away from him?

Or isit that I'm just sick and tired of my old url?

Well, maybe I still dont fancy the idea of people I dont know who reading my blog.

Yes, I know that's what blog all about.

But haven't you heard about something call private blog? (:

I don't what the hell is wrong with me today.

The can't be bother Bessie seems to be very bothered by everything.

Now, I'm going to rant! I'm feeling damn pissed off.

Is it that I hid/manage my feelings too well?

Alot of times, tears are dancing in my eyes..

But I just don't want them to roll down my cheek.

You know they say, things happened for a reason.

But are the reasons for what we expect them to be?

Suddenly I seems to be so lost, should I find the way back to love?

Everything seems so screwed.

I looked hard into the mirror, & I know I'm much stronger than that.

Not because I want to be, but because I have to be.

Hopefully it'll all turn out right.

If they can do it, why can't I do the same?

Be it nice or fugly, I still have to write everything down.

Let's write down something beautiful tomorrow. (:

& words can't tell you how frigging lucky I feel to have you through everything, anything. I hope.