Today is my most errrr... should I say happening day? So here I'm sitting infront of my laptop staring blankly, hoping that this dreadful day will just pass by in a flash. to no avail, of course what was intially supposed-to-be-the-shortest-day tuned out to be the-longest-day-ever....

Supposingly, I skip school stay at home and sleep my ass out & Celest come over to my place after her school ends but well well well, thanks to mario & ziyang! Nice plan ah! Ruin my intially super nice plan. }:

Was lepaking around Yewtee instead. My stupid junior is a super irritting dumbshit. Went back to my-oh-unity! Made a new friend, Adawiyah! :D I didn't know actually I've the best damn things on earth! I seriously, truthfully fucking love every single one of you who make me worth living another day on earth. & I don't have to list out 1 by 1, you know who you are. Yesssssssss you, much loves! (: I'm sorry too.

Everything happened so suddenly and so shockingly. Something very unexpected happened today. You know I'm still quite tramatised by everything that just took placed. Even some words still keep replaying in my mind. But I don't wish to elaborate further. Thanks god, nothing serious happened. Hopefully all that have happened put an end to everything. Actually I'm quite proud of myself because I didn't shead even a drop of tears afterall. (:

But I found out something I should'nt have. Arghs. I seriously don't know what to do. Once again you left me on the merry-go-round going round and round again. Thank you very much. I seriously dont wish to come in between you both when I already gave you my blessing. You know, even though you didn't tell me the reason why but your eyes told me everything. It doesn't matters anymore, really. I told myself, I gotta pick myself up & become even stronger and never look back again eversince the day you left me. But what the fuck are you doing/am I thinking. Everytime when I face you, I always have no choice but to come clean to you. This time round I'm tired, please leave me alone.

For that moment I fucking love the 3 hours of my life. Are we fine? Idk? Everything solved? I know we're not like before anymore, a doze of you once every few days will make me the happiest girl alive. I know, it sounds silly but well who doesn't when it comes to love?

I freaking want to go for my tongue piercing & clubbing now!

You know, I used to hate smokers alot. Oh well, smoking make me high high high.