I asked myself what am I exactly doing?

It's all too serious too soon.
I always wanted to tell you how much I love you..

But I have no idea why I just dont have the courage to tell you what my heart wants to say.

Maybe I'm just too uptight, over reacted..

I'm sorry, for denying yet time & again.

Just give me sometimes to sort out my thinkings.

Is this all just an infatuation?

I'm so lost, I don't know where I stand.

All I ever wanted is you to love me.
Too many things in between us, we cant be selfish.

Things are going slow, going smooth and hopefully going right.

I wonder what you're thinking of tonight.

You're so afraid of me being upset.

You never failed to surprise me.

With you, I can't help but just smile truly from deep down my heart.

You're my happy pill that I need everyday.