I never wanna fall in love, again.
Because time after time, i only end up with disappointments and making myself more miserable than ever.


I never fully understood the meaning of the word-stress. In fact, i think i didn't really experience much stress before in my past 17 years. Stress normally come from my parents for not doing well in my academic studies but most of the time, i will just turn a deaf ear to it.In secondary school, i've never really took my work seriously unless my exams are near and i will do some last minute late night revisions and thats the reason why, i didnt fare well in my exams all the time.But, for the first time in my adolescent years, i feel the stress already even though i only started school for like a week and the homework is piling up and its sucks when everything just piled up more and more when you did not complete your homework in time. plus the competition coming from your class when it seems like everyone is better then you and you feel like a complete oser in class. for homework, it can be up to 16 drawings a day and tons of research for you to do. OMGOSH! i'm so mentally and physically tired ): plus waking up at 6:45am and taking more then a hr to reach school , squeezing in a bus full of people plus lugging heavy materials everyday certainly doesnt helps either.

& fuck it, i still have my 2d studies portrait, blind drawing, contour drawing not completed yet.


I wish that everything can go back to before I knew you.