It's 3.15am, raining very heavily over here at my side of town. I can't fall asleep. When I close my eyes, I see images of you. Spending some time talking to my heart, I feel so lost and lonely. As much as I wanted to keep you here by my side. I feeling so useless for being unable to control my own feelings. I'm thinking about our conversation just now, thinking of what you said to me just now. I understand, hence on the other hand I'm quite hurted by how painful reality can be. I don't get why did you apologise to me and even promised me no more next time. How I wished the rain could wash away all these. I don't know where I'm heading now, I lost my directions. Or am I too blinded by my love for you. I lighted another stick. Honestly, sometimes I really hope that I know you earlier. I tried avoiding, hoping that things will bland off. But I'm wrong, very wrong. It went deeper instead. At times I really have the urge to run infront of you and hug you tightly and forget the world for that moment.