Do you know that everyday when I opened my eyes and look at my handphone, the one thing that I hope is either a missed call or text from you. Because you're my daily essential, you're my happy pills. Everytime when you are at the other end of the phoneline, my heart is skipping very fast and I'm always at the loss of words. I don't why am I feeling this way. I wanto know how you feel deep down there. When you called me sweetheart, do you mean it or are you just kidding? I don't like to play what we called 'mind game'. When it's about you, I'm so lost. Sometimes, I told myself ' Well, it's just him. So fuck it! '. But when I come to think of it again, you know, I can't leave and I can't stay. If you said you love me, please show me how much I mean to you. Because for everything I forget everyday, I always forget to forget to miss you..