New Year is nearing, Im so not excited bout it at all. Im so unprepared but I think Im also getting a little nervous. Because I predict that Im so going to recieve comments like ' Peishi, I think you grew fatter. what happened? ' Manzxzxzxzzx, diet plan start after Cny ends. I feel so inferior, I feel so fugly, I feel so disgusting. I so wanto go for liposuction! I also wanto go for plastic surgery! Haha. Okay on the second thought maybe no? Maybe I just needa cut down on drinking, do more exercises. Hmm, but Im so lazy to. Motivation anybody? /: Sometimes I really hate the fact that I take 3 months to loss 2kg but it takes me 2weeks to gain 3kg. Please I need anything everything that increases my metabolism rates 10 times it's current rate! Omg, please save me. I dont wanto suffer from heartattack or high blood pressure when I aged. ):