As of today, for a month I have to say Goodbye to the world.

I really wonders what life will be, 1 month for now. Will everything still remained unchanged? Will you & I remained like what we were? Or will everything be so different from now? I'm curious, at the same time I'm afraid of the outcome.

Caught this flick today with Jonas. It was a not so bad movie, but then again there's like today no link to both death note 1 and 2. In term of both the storyline and characters wise. The only thing that is bought down to " L changed the world " from the previous " Death Note 2 " is L remaining days left. Unless you are those who enjoy those guessing of 'why did this happened' and 'how is link to what happened before that', otherwise I would say this is pretty much nonsensical to me. Oh, there was this part that I did fall asleep for awhile. /: psh!

& today I did a wrong move today. For that stupid little mistake I made, I've to give up my freedom for some time and cancel my genting trip in the coming sunday. ):

You stole my heart from me and you carried it to a far away place. When am I goint to get it back? Or rather will I ever get it back? I wonder.

Define happiness, will you?

Supposingly Mos with my dearest Shania, Serene ... and many Novus clique. But well, changed my mind last minute. /: psh! Hmm.. don't really enjoy my usual kind of nightlife recently. Maybe after I'm official legal. We shall see eh.

People says dont give anyone your trust easily, totally. Even if it's your best friend. Just so you know, I did that all the times. And at times I really regret doing so. Now, I learned to think before I act.

Oh, the froggy porrigde at geylang (Sinma) is still the best of all. I love it and I miss it but getting there is so troublesome la. Needa run away from so many cheena waiters & waitresses pestering, all those lao tiko staring...

It's was Valentine's Day again! This year not accompanied by anyone, kinda disappointing. Nonetheless, I still get a few V day presents from a few of my friends. Love you all! You know, the feeling you get when you see many sweet couples walking pass you everywhere, sucks. I've been in and out of love many times, everytime I cried harder than the previous fallen relationship. And it always take me forever to get over 1 failed relationship. bUT I don't why I still long to get into one; to be loved, to be doted. I meant who doesn't long for someone to be there to wipe your tears when they are falling, to lend you his shoulders when you needed one, to give you a peak on the cheek and says goodnight baby? No, I'm not desperate. I just need a hug to assure me that tomorrow will be a better day. Because no matter how strong one seems to be, there're still times when he/she need a pair of hands to held on to..

Oh hey, finally cny's family visiting is like finally coming to an end.. So drained from the daily visits and stuffs. And I think I grew fatter, my shorts & skirts are getting tighter and tigher. omg! Bessy needs a diet! It wasn't that bad afterall. Angbaos value went up, cousins grew older not as childish as before, food are tastier than ever and gambling is the sex! Especially when you're winning alot alot. heh!

Oh, oh, oh so it's new year in a blink of eyes! Gong Xi Fa Cai. Frankly, I'm not really anticapating this year new year. I mean there's nothing for me to look forward about. Tell me who will be excited about layer and layer of fats growing on your tummy? Furthermore, cny means I've to spend my everyday with my family and relatives.. In other words, no fags for me this few days eh. }: Actually new year isn't that bad afterall, there's is red packets to collect. I hope I'll get alot alot alot of Angbaos. Heh!

I wanto catch all these movie! :D

Didn't expect to meet him up today but well, yea we met for a drink or two.. Just another night that I spent looking into yours eyes.

Oh hey, is that our first date? And so we caught a horror movie. It's pretty much alright just that the show doesn't has an ending. I can't get the way you stared at me when we're so close yet so far, out of my mind. After movie, we just sat somewhere and talk the night away. Seriously, I wish I could freeze time at that very moment. I just love to be with you, I feel so comfortale with you.. When I'm with you, I'm just me, Bessy. I can fart, burp... everything and I know you doesn't mind, not at all. Eh! I remembered, you promised to bring me for a simple dinner followed by riding the ferris wheel on my coming birthday. You meant it? You know, I don't know why all these are happening, it's kinda sudden but well I'm enjoying it. Lalalalala~

Dang! So it's just another sleezy sunday. Nothing much, working as usual. Everything is pretty alright, just that you know when your shop has more customers your neighbours will be erm, unhappy. Well, chuck that. It doesn't matters.

Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it. the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things.. It will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

I survived my first week of work! With tons of shoppings and bubble teas! & the dumb bubble tea is so addictive, can you imagine i can drink up t like 4 a day. Shit, I need a diet. }: