I don't know if you do read my blog, I used to be very cautious with every single word I typed. Reason being, I doesn't want the dirty little secret of mine to be exposed. But I cant keep all these with me any further. I hate all those mindgames.. I don't like, I really dont. I just wanto tell you I miss you. Counting down, 1 more day to go. You know, if I were to be a mistake.. I hope I am your favourite. I thought everything was over after that night when my dad talked to you because after then you stopped sharing your piece of sky with me. It's not fun this way, that we've to guess what's on each other mind. When can I ever recieve a big hug from you and assure me everythings gonna be alright because I've you here with me, always.

Novus 500pax function tonight and I like so not ready at home sitting infront of my lappy viewing at pictures and many many pictures. And I suddenly realise I've been missing out alot lately. Besides working, staying home and rot.. I've been to lazy to meetup my friends and catchup, sharing the latest gossips and stuffs. I'm missing so many many peoples; Jingni, Hector, Shania, Jasper, Claris, Bani, Celestine, Sijie, Aziera, Kenric, Jonas, Garrick, Sarah... Sorry to those I cancelled/postponed our dates. I'm just lazy and shits to my stupid curfew, seeya soon! Okay time to set off for work soon, bye.

Mummy striked lottery and she got me a new phone, SE w580i. On the other hand, my godmummy won a cutesy pink Hellokitty handphone( It's not that kinda cute only but mulfunction, it's just like the Nokia La'armour series. Pretty & Functionable.) from a lucky draw and she gave it to me as well. It's not really nice to choose between both. So I would rather stick to my old Samsung F300 for the time being. Besides Mummy's handphone is kinda crappy recently, eversince after the fall into the toiletbowl weeks back. So I was telling her she could use my SE w580i first, if she wants to. And I told Del about it and he offered to let me put my pinky touchscreen phone in his shop as a consignemt item. Hopefully, I could fetch a good price. But anyway, thanks Del. (:

Never have I ever thought of stepping back into Novus again eversince the day Eddy told Jonas off when he saw me sitting at the 'smoking area' talking to afew. Or rather I was shocked when I recieved Jac's call, asking if I wanto work at Novus again. After a few seconds of shock-ness, I was like why not? So, yesterday was my first day at Novus again. What should I say? Hmm, I personally think that Novus improved. In terms of both the staffs and the operation, it's a good thing. And I must say I really really miss most of the people I've worked with before. Hopefully the rest of my Novus day will be as kick ass. No more politics and shits like that. (:

Seriously I, myself doesn't know what got into me. Super lazy to even leave my house. Although I really miss hanging out with Serene and Bao alot. But aye, blame it on my laziness. Hmm.. Deciding on if to or not to get a new job. If I'm getting the job, I'll miss out alot of times with my favourite peoples. However if I don't, I'll very soon going to declare bankrupt la! Omgomg. I needs to work but I don't feel like. So it's Need VS Want. ): Alright, something slightly happier. Most probably catching this flick with mommy later. And after the movie we shall indulge in sushi sushi and alot alot of sushi. Heh. Happy April Fool's Day!

p/s : Sarah, Happy Happy Birthday! Infinite xoxos. {: